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01:07am 11/03/2006
  I need to leave some form of record of this night. 2 tabs dude, and I'm fuckin off my face for real. I've been pretty fucked up before but not like this. I had to rescue myself Alyse and Chrissie from the fucking mud pit. Then a fucking cop appears out of nowhere, and we take off back accross this field and theyre like 10 steps in front of me then they just drop a good 2 feet out of no where. Boom, theyre knee deep in fucking mud, and I've gotta pull them out again, only I don't know why I'm the only one not sinking, chrissie lost her shoe like 3 times, but then I finally get them out and then there was a scary burnt down house in the middle of nowhere, then we're back at evens and some kid named tom is filling my head with all sorts wierd bull shit. I don't know whats happening right now. AND I LOVE IT!!  
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Mile Marker 4   
01:12pm 10/03/2006
 
mood: content
Good night last night despite a few last minute suprises. Went and saw my little bro act in the school play, and he seriously blew me away. I had no idea he was such a good singer, and actor too. Anyways after that I met up with a young Mr. Rusty Pipes and we headed over to Kev-O for a coupple games of Kings and Asshole, by the end of which I was retardedly drunk. Hopefully Rusty made it home okay, I barly remember even coming in. I remember I went out to my bread truck, then I woke up, still in the bread truck, and stumbeled in to my bed at god knows what time. Good times, good times... I gotta call and make sure Russ is okay.
 
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I'll See You in Valhalla...   
12:02pm 02/03/2006
 
mood: excited
YAY! No more working at the fucking Lil' Champ selling scratch tickets to crack heads! Of course it means I have to find another job as soon as I get home, but fuck it, at least I won't be selling scratch tickets to crack heads, hopefully. Pops should be here sometime tomarrow afternoon, then its off to Dan and Donna's, then the trek back home. Can't fuckin wait, so excited, its gonna take forever for it to be tomarrow.
 
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Now I Gotta Go to Work...   
01:30pm 26/02/2006
 
mood: Hungover
Mardi Gras on a saturday night, finally somthing fun happened in Florida! I got trashed on Early Times and Pepsi right on the streets of historical Cocoa Village, which is kinda like Wickford Village but much fuckin cooler. They had huge floats with hot chicks, and pirates, and hillbillies, and star wars characters, and stupid cops almost droping their motor cycles, and drunk people every where, and a cover band of 16 and 17 year olds who nailed the free bird solo, and I saw a drunk chick spit on a cop! It was great, I spent the night screaming obscenitys and stumbling into people. Good times...
 
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Bring the Fog, Fag   
04:33pm 24/02/2006
 
mood: HAPPY HELMET TIME!
I'm fucking sick of people.
I'm fucking sick of Florida.
I'm fucking sick of drugs.
I'm fucking sick of friends.
I'm fucking sick of the sun.
I'm fucking sick of work.
I'm fucking sick of being alone.
I'm fucking sick of the rain.
I'm fucking sick of the water.
I'm fucking sick of being awake.
I'm fucking sick of rocks.
I'm fucking sick of not know who my friends are.
I'm fucking sick of missing people.
I'm fucking sick of thinking.
I'm fucking sick of being me.
I'm fucking sick of sleeping.
And I'm most likely fucking sick of you.
 
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Start Stopping   
10:14pm 20/02/2006
 
mood: So Tired
Time moves too slow.
 
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Sunday, Bloody Sunday.   
05:27pm 19/02/2006
 
mood: Not Unhappy
Wow, everyone seems wicked depressed lately. You guys are gettin me down.
Workin at another shitty gas station, just tryin to make enough to leave now. Parts are gonna suck, but I can't wait to be back. Cant wait to see spring. Can't wait to see my friends. Can't wait to be home.
Being broke sucks ass, might have to hit up the folks for cash. I hate that.
Need to consolidate everything I own. Need to write more. Need to meditate. Need to sleep. Need to let shit slide. Need to focus. Need to stop.
 
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Mocha   
06:48pm 10/02/2006
 
mood: calm
Hangin at the Lazy Bean, it's a coffe shop where Gail, Rachel, and Jesse work. I've been here about an hour and a half and I'll probably be here for the next two too. Kinda boring but I my art pad and I'm ammusing myself.
No idea whats going on as far as my situation here, I've been thinking of staying another year, but I've also been thinking of moving back before my birthday. Or maybe moving back for the summer and migrating back for the winter like so meny old folks. Who knows, who cares, fuck it.
I've been drawing a lot more lately, by that I mean the past two days, but my drawing hand has deffinatly atrophyed, it's hurting like mad. whatever. I'm gonna go ammuse myself more...
 
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What an F. Scotty Day   
09:18am 05/02/2006
  spent friday night guzzling vodka and literally all day staurday throwing up. early night tonight.  
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You set 'em up, I'll shoot 'em down.   
05:44pm 03/02/2006
 
mood: nackered
Another Friday, another check to burn, I'm fucking horrible at saving money. Maybe I'll waste some on a tatoo...
My muscles are killing and I hate this job, but it'll be worth it when I'm finaly back in RI.
I've decided I'm going to grow my hair into dreds. I know I've said this several times before, but now I'm fuckin serious!
I woke up today, and suprise suprise, there's a wicked hot asian chick living in my house! Who knew? Yes all in all today had been an okay day (knock on wood).
 
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I wish I was Traped on the Island with Kate...   
06:31am 30/01/2006
 
mood: complacent
Up bright and early, but we're on stand by from work cuz its wicked wet out and may be getting wetter, but they might call us in around 9ish.
No check yet this week cuz the jerks sent it to the wrong job site and this kid Rob grabed it for me but I havn't been able to get it from him yet.
Is Hemp lotion good for tatoos?
Found some sweet high ride roads, cruisin the ocean lookin at 3 million doller houses. Good shit.
Boooooooooored... Gonna go smoke a bong with Barry and John-boy.
 
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All the Best Cowboys Have Daddy Issues   
07:13pm 26/01/2006
 
mood: CASH
You'd have sworn it was snowing on satalite beach today. Snow would be so much cooler if it only snowed when it was warm out.
Got a sweet tat fri, I'm psyched about it.
Trabajo con los amigos hoy, good shit.
Does anyone else think it's wicked arrogant of Jay-Z to call himself "rap's Greatful Dead"? He's damn good, but he aint that good.
Booooooooooored off my ass, guess I'll smoke a big ass bowel.
Engage!
 
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I NEED A FUCKING CIGARETTE!   
08:23am 17/01/2006
 
mood: READY!!
I made it snow on Satalite beach yesterday, and John boy smashed my index finger with a tack hammer.
I'm really bored and waiting for someone else to wake up.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have a scar on my left hand from when I got really drunk and put a cigarette out there.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
A Van Gough(sp?) and some of Jesse's pictures. soon to be my art.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? .
Nothing, I'm the only person left without one.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Lots of hip hop, but you know I love everything.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Around 8:00 or 8:30am

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to be back in RI.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Soooo meny answers to this question...

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S?
My integrity.


10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nope.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Sometimes.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
I'd rather not say.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Clear Water

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I like red hair and green eyes, but it dosn't really matter.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
I doubt anyone will propose to me.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK
Orange juice

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Lots, and lots, and lots, and lots, and lots of meat.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Rachels kick ass meat loaf

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
lol, who fuckin cares? they probably deserved it.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
A comic book I think, from my dad when I was sick.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
unfortunatly.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
There is no such thing as doubble joints, only flexable people, look it up.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Ezekiel.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
A gremlin.

26.DO YOU HAVE A BONER RIGHT NOW?
I got a halfy.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Of course, because I'm an idiot.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
I obviously don't know.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
4 8 15 16 23 42, the numbers are bad!

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Either.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
I hate the phone, I don't call anywhere a lot.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S?
I wish, technically I went to New Zealand once.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Weed.

37. FIRST JOB?
Dish washer at Terms restaurant.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yeah, but not any good ones

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Eating brakefast and waiting for one of these damn lazy Picards to wake up.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I want a 3rd nipple.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURvey?
like I said I', wicked bored

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don't get meny compliments. Art I guess.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Become a smuggler/drunkerd.

45.WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A tattoo.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
3.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
There is a line of uncles named Tom in my family. And the prophet Ezekiel of course.

47. DO YOU WISH ON SHOOTING STARS?
Of course.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
middle and index.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
When I read about his widowed bride, and somthing touched me deep inside, the day the music died.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I love my handwriting, I really do, don't know why.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey and Ham.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Probably but I dont notice.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Pirates of the Mississippi.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
probably not.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
lol, yeah not too long ago. Don't trust me!

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
of course.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I don't, I bottle it up.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
R.I.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Sometimes.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My super hero, and star wars, action figures.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
0

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
...

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Yeah, they suck.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
compassion.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Zeke, Zekeilmatter, the Prophet, I don't have meny nicknames.

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Never.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Peanut butter chocolate chip cookie dough.

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Green, Blue, and black and yellow when they're together.

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Kev-O and Whiskey

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
One I think?

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
I hope everone else has somthing much better to be doing.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
November Rain, Guns and Roses baby!

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Some kinda healthy cereal Gail bought.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My Dad, it was his birthday the 10th. or 11th... I don't know, I didn't call his till the 15th.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Faceial construction.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
November Rain.


81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Girls.

82.FAVORITE THING TO DRINK?
Whiskey.

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
Pisces, but Scorpio rock too.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Dead Ball.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Dark Brown.

86. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR?
Light Blue.

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
No, but I think I need a pair.

88. SIBLINGS?
2 brothers, one older (Dan), one younger (Tyler).

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
August.

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Never had it.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
LOST.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
no idea, they all pretty much suck.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
deffinately.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Eternal Summer sucka.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Definatly Relationships.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Cigarettes, and now I need more.

99.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING RIGHT NOW?
"House of Leaves"

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Probably not.
 
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West Cocoa, Represent   
03:10pm 07/01/2006
 
mood: happy
Back in little FL, and it's nice, nice, nice. It's been kinda chilly lately, but it's been like 70 all day today and I'm walkin around in short sleeves, Boss.
Got a job interview monday at a dog track with Rachel, we'd be the people who walk the dogs from the kennels to their starting boxes. Apparently they know everyone who works there, so all we really gotta do is pass a drug test. Which means no weed today, or for then next 2, so hello Jack Daniels! We gat Gin and Tequilla too, full bottles, so it's gonna be an inturesting weekend to say the least.
So fuckin glad i"m back in FL, but I still can't wait to feel the RI summer again.
What do you know, it's actually a happy post!
 
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Nope, There Sure Aint...   
03:24am 31/12/2005
 
mood: crappy
Honestly, how the fuck do I keep managing to do this to myself? Strike 2, I'm out.
On the plus side I saw her the other day and felt nothing. That's it, just nothing. And it was beautiful...
It's shitty when you know it's a good night when you feel nothing. I wish I felt that way more often, at least it would cut down on the pathetic livejournal posts.
I'm growing to hate roller coasters.
 
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Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored!   
11:10pm 28/12/2005
 
mood: Finally
Take the quiz:
Which Grateful Dead member are you?

Brent Mydland
You are a mean key broadest and perhaps the best to play with The Dead

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
 
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Relax and Take notes, While I Take Tokes Off the Marijuana Smoke   
07:25pm 26/12/2005
 
mood: Wish I was...
Happy day after Christmas everyone! I got enough books and dvds to keep me busy till next year easy. Got to smoke a bommer with my uncles which was sweet, then I beat their ass' at 9 ball, good times.
I don't wanna jinx it, but lets just say I might get to do somthing this weekend that I've been dieing to do for a little under a year, and now theres a reason!!!! I'm really excited, but we'll just have to wait and see.
Havein an awesome time chillin with Kev-O, Rusty, Dan, Buda, Zak, and a bunch of other people I havn't seen in a long time, but there are still so meny people I wanna see before I leave. So start takin your numbers now bitches, I'm here for a limited time only.
Mother Fuckers, Say Your Prayers!
 
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Cuz There Aint no Magic in the Break Down Baby   
05:01pm 24/12/2005
 
mood: Hungover
My friend showed me this quote and I thought it was fuckin awesome. So here, read it:
"You're more punk, hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos. Your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your shoes are more expensive and your t-shirt is more vintage. Your gauges are bigger, you know more people in bands and your black cuff bracelets are the envy of scenesters everywhere. Your photography is blacker and whiter, and your profile is wittier. In a scene where the music has taken a backseat to the haircuts, you win I lose."
 
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X   
08:28pm 22/12/2005
 
mood: sleepy
Back in RI finally, but not for good yet.
It's good to see some framilliar faces again, of course there are those I hope I don't run into also, but thats just how shit is.
Boooooooooring.
Buda's supposed to call tonight, so hopefully I'll get to chill with her soon.
Yup.

sdf
You are....Goodbye Blue Sky.

You question things. An inquisitive nature, you
tend to wonder why things are they way they
are. Even though you can't do anything about
it. can't hurt to think about it. Just don't
over-think. Chances are you don't want to know
the answer.


Which Pink Floyd Song Are You? (The Wall)
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So true...

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Saturday I bought porn for heythereskip (10 points). Last month I helped whenautumncomes hide a body (-173 points). In November I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). Last Wednesday I pulled over and changed deepseaberserkr's flat tire (15 points). In April I farted in an elevator (-6 points).

Overall, I've been nice (172 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven!

Sincerely,
I_HATE_ZEKE

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

Its been a crazy year.
 
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And It Was so Much Better Then it is Today   
06:16pm 15/12/2005
 
mood: BONG
Finished off my last day of work, which was actually sadder then I thought it would be. I'm gonna miss Louie and his crazy antics the most. I've never met anyone else who can make fun of someone from 3 feet away without them hearing.

Sold my car for 30 bucks because I'm in no position to haggle.

Didn't even say bye to the bitch.

Can't wait to sit in the smoking circle in Cocoa.

Piss off ya bloddy fuckwit
 
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